The Great Depression

;(

2005-04-03T11:31:00.000-04:00

The Greatest Polish man has passed.
I feel now like an orphan

1920-2005

You have to be strong with the power of love, it's the only thing that is stronger than death

Papa used to say

Done

2005-03-25T18:07:00.000-05:00

Now I'm done. I have to organize the Juwenalia. It's a annual party of every College in Poland. Always in May. And I'm responsible for people who gonna act. I have to organize Dj's, band and such. The party will begin on May 13th and end (;p) two days later.

Everything is going to be on this place above. In Sopot of course. From 16:00 on Friday to Sunday there's gonna be a huge (1000 ppl) party. With breaks and afterparties in a club [where I will be plaing :))) Of course i'll try to play some tunes on the open'air place.

Now i have to organize dj's, bands, flyers, speakers and amplyfiers and such. I wish i were'nt me ;)

Bo od zawsze mieszkam w zajebistym miescie

2005-03-17T13:59:00.000-05:00

I love my town :)

More Pictures

I wish I were there :)

2005-03-14T16:27:00.000-05:00

Comments ;]

2005-03-12T15:23:00.000-05:00

The comments are now alright [or they should be, i'm not 100% sure;) ]
If I find any time I will write some more ;)

I got a title [weeee]

2005-03-10T16:37:00.000-05:00

Hello my Dear Readers all over the world.

First of all:
Soul Of Devil: How's the music that I've send You?! I hope You like it;]

Todau I had a funny feeling about buying my first DJ Hardware. People please tell me, will this be a good choice:

2x Technics Sl-1210 mk2
1x Allen & Heath Xone:32
2x Denon DN-S5000
2x Ortofon Nightclube Pro S
1x Beyerdynamic DJX-1

???

Or maybe something else? And why am I asking You about the stuff when I got to buy some plates rather than hardware. I think I'm geting tired.

That was a stupid note ;(

2005-03-08T13:11:00.000-05:00

Google is fraking out

Everything that's googd to all women.

2005-03-07T15:56:00.000-05:00

Some news:)

Is there any sponsor that would like to buy me a 12'' plate :) Just joking :)

Today, after school I had to clean the garden of the snow. This winter it was terrible. I had to move about a 1T of snow. I wonder what it happens when it melt. A flood of mud, water, rocks etc. So I had to put all the snow in front of the yard. [I know , absolutely perfect grammar;p]

At the school was funny. We used to sit on the back of the hall. I sit at the 3rd seat from the back. Behind me were 2 girls talking. The teacher said to them to get out. And so they did. I was listening to the music, my mate was reading a book, other was noting everithing from the blackboard and the projector. And then the teacher told us to get out. Everyone was shocked [we did'nt anything]. So I stand up and said: "it's everything because we're black" [sorry for black people, no offence]. The whole class was laughing, because the knew that we did nothing special, to be thrown out. I know that the teacher doesnt like us.

I had also to pass my last egsam [3rd time ;p] And now i know that i'd passed. Everytime I know that I will pass it, but the reality is different ;p Luck better be with me.

And at home later, my computer just blew up, and I had to reformat and reinstall the xp thing. It was so boring that I had to turn on the radio. The songs are terrible nowadays at the station. Just dont ask. On every station are the same songs, all week long.

BTW: Please, write Your names in comments, beacause it's hard to indetify You. Thank You :)

2005-03-04T14:45:00.000-05:00

Hi Everyone.
As You all see, I'm back. I'm sorry that I have'nt been here for some months. I had so much to do, that I almost forgot about this tiny place of my webspace. From now on, I'm going to write more often.

And now some things from my life since last note.

Finally I send the DV2006 visa aplication. I hope that the going to pick me and blahblahblah so on. I read somhere that:

"Luck is for people prepared for it"

So, I'm waiting here and preparing for my luck. :)

I'm selling nearly all of my 12" singles. I kept only two of the. And that are: "Dave Clarke - Way of life" and "X-press 2 - Lazy". For the cash that I got from the others 12" that are gone, I'm going to buy some new ones. If You're interested, I'm going to buy some of "Plastica Red" label. And so on.

And last [but not least]
I love Elisha Cuthbert and this movie:

And from the soundtrack I love:
Filter - Take a picture
David Grey - This Years Love

If You got any question then just ask [in the comments for example]
Ciao

2004-09-01T18:53:00.000-04:00

A picture of mine last house party. Me against turntables

2004-09-01T15:33:00.000-04:00

Hello:D I'm back. I didnt die. They havent killed me.

Last weekend (Thursday, Friday, Saturday) were the worst ever. Particulary worst. But wait - I got to tell You this.

A good friend of my girlfriend (btw: he's the same birthdate, even the same hour, and hospital, and they live in front of them hyhy) had to go for a camp to South Poland (a camp from his College). And we had to work for him in a club called Mandragora. The first night was horrible. There was a birthday party of a famous Dj called SB. There were 50 Dj's, and about 700 people (as for Poland it is so much as for Us about 30.000 in underground clubs). We were working as some kind of wiaters. Wash the dishes, bring the glass, empty the bins. I met some of my people. Two of the most funny:

-Hey, how R U? Do U remember me? (me: uh no?) Remember, the bridge, u got the ticket? (me: ah yes:D)

...or...

-Hey, Your name is Carl (me: yes), How's on Chylonia (my district)

and I couldnt recognize her. After a hour i knew she was ma last girlfriend (but just for one day, and so, and so).

On the second day, I had not to work, so I got some money for beer and other. It's about 2:00 a.m. I'm so drunk and I start to talk with anyone. I've met some Dj's (Dj Phillips, Dj Paryss, Dj SB), and I've met the owner of Mandragora. After a talk the owner gave us (whats the word) a drink (6 people), and another day he told me that I've made him drunk (if u know what i mean). At the end of this party, while i were staing behind the turntables he said that I can come about 6 p.m. and practice mixin. My greatest dream is now true:D:D Cool

Friday was cool. There was a Polish singer called Reni Jusis (if U would like to hear her, dwnld it from SLSK). We were waiting for a 900 people, but there were only 300, so it was fine. The owner gave us another drink. And told me that the club needs young people. I told him that i'd like to play music from turntables and so on. He told me that there is a chance. After that he told us to come to the meeting this week as if we were in the crew of this club. Cool. Free entries :D Maybe dj'ing.

And this weekend is an Import Night from Warsaw:D A guy called Glasse who played in London clubs. Awesome.

Answer to the question last note:
-I feel worse of being Polish when I stay agains an civilizated-national people. Between us Polacks we are cool, great and so on. But agians any other nationality if feel worse. Why? Because of our mentality and so on. If You want to know more, just ask. I'll write a special note about it. But: being American is not better. It's just more possibilities.

(mark my wrong spellin/writing and bad words please, i gotta learn)

2004-08-01T14:38:00.000-04:00

Tongue ring chapter II.

There are 2,5 week since I made my tongue pierced. It's not so thick anymore. I've switched my tongue ring (which was 22mm long) with my girlfriend ( ;* ). I got now a 12mm long ring, and She has mine. It hurts a little bit at the morning, but only for about 15 minutes. It look cool, but I realised that nobody can spot this thing. When I talk, or yawl (yaw, yawl, whats the spelling?!?!) I got to show it, to make people see. Hyhy.

Last weekend (this one now:D) I've been on a meeting of Volkswagen fans all over Poland. As soon as I got some photos I'll publish them. It was cool. We were sleeping in my tent with my GF (girlfriend). The night was hot, the mornig was rainy. We were wet:D We have seen cool cars (as for Europe, and especially eastern Europe). I know, that in America are more super-good-looking cars, but I'm only polish. ;(
And there was an accident that I've seen on the yard. A guy drove through the alleys (road between cars) so fast, that he hit someone. The only thing I've seen was her shoes flying around. As far as I know (what she said) she'll be fine. No breaking, feeling good.
That's sad but I live only in Poland....

Jen Jen: Save a place in NY for me please......

2004-07-19T05:14:00.000-04:00

Ok. It's finally there. I got it. My Tongue Ring is in the right place. As far for now it hurts. But not so much as before. I made it on thursday.
I You want to know - it doesnt hurt so much. You cant even spot it. But the next 2 days are out of eating. I ate a sandwich for 45 minutes at the first day. You cant drink alcohol and salty food. But everything is ok. I think it is the coolest thing that I ever did with my body. The next ring I'm going to do in my eyebrow. Cant hardly wait.

If You want some details, just write in comments and i'll answer.

It's freaking awesome.

2004-07-05T19:05:00.000-04:00

The only thing now I'm thinking about is that ring.
I got to have it. And the only chance for money now is the TAX refund from the last year. I'm getting back about 600 pln ($170) and the ring costs 100pln ($25).
My girlfriend has one since a week. And I want it too.

Cant hardly wait.

2004-06-30T14:42:00.000-04:00

Wow!
Have'nt been here for a long time...

OK!

My Final Exams are over (as for now). The good news is that I'm a free-from-school man until September.
The bad news is that I got to pass another exam in September. Yeah, i failed the test of Theory and Methods of recreation. Damn

The second thing is.... I gonna get my tongue pierced. I've been thinking of it for a long time. Since a half year. And since friday I cant stop thinking about it.
Now I got to collect 100 pln ($25) for a ring, for making the hole, and for some medicaments. Now thats for sure. I cant hardly wait...

Ok I gotta go. Need to eat my dinner:D Ciao

2004-05-12T15:54:00.000-04:00

What are the worst two words of Your life?!
Mine are: FINAL EXAMS

The first one i wrote last thursday of Economics (in tourism and such). I hope i wrote them well. But it was a bit tricky.

Question: What was the unemployement rate in Poland in 2003r.
Answers: From A to S (get it)
For example A) 2% B) 2,8% C) 3,8 % D) 10,4%
The correct answer is 20%. Yes, my readers, i live in a country that every fifth person han no job. Can U imagine?! But the good thinh is that in my city, the unemployement rate is about 13% and I feel lucky.
The guy who made the test printed them on so sick-fluorescent-yellow'o'orange paper. Maybe for "not-to-cheat" situation. It was brighter then the sun...

Tommorow I got a test from.....yyyyy......dont know how to translate:
It's about forces and athers psyhics in humans body...
I dont know how to pass it. And next week: marketing (dont know how to translate) and Theory of recreation. Wish me well. I'm gonna die there.

And I forgot... about a little exam of Law in tourism... Final pass. Without pass i can home 4 years earlier. Got it?!.... Me neither...

2004-04-22T15:54:00.000-04:00

I'ts me again. Feelin' down. Feelin' frustrated. Feelin' depressed.
You dont know HER. You've never met.
She's aint recognizing You.

But SHE's the only girl in the whole wide world that I want to be with.
As far as for now - everything was in right order.

Until C.H.O.D. came and messed everything up.
He's now dating with her.

And U know why.
I'm gonna kill him.
That's 4 real.

She also wanted to live in NY.
And know what?! Then the m-fu**ing guy that lived in Chicago
when he was young came and messed up.

GO BACK TO US. I'd like to never see you againd.

I'll take some suicide.

And by the way - help...

2004-03-21T16:10:00.000-05:00

Remeber Hajdi (read. Hi-D for US readers:P).
He is going to US for an ICCP ( International Camp Counselor Program ).
He's going to spend 3 months at a camp for children near NEw York.
And he did not told me about it earlier so i cant go with him. Maybe next year.
They pay for everything except airtickets and visa ($600)
Isint that chep. Damn i'd like to go with him.
Now i have nothing to do with me here.

The days (weeks) go faster than earlier. My week looks like this.
Monday: school
Tuesday: School
Wednesday: Practice (in a hotel, i need it for the school, damn it sucks)
Thurday: School
Friday: Scholl
Saturday: Nuthin
Sunday: Nuthin

I count only wednesdat and weekend. I remember everything from the last two or three weeks. And thath not because i got a good memory (mind sucks) just because i think like it was yesterday. Damn I'm old. What am i doing here.
Have no girlfriend yet, Have nothing to do. No scene. Nothing.
As far as I do something impresive i'l post it in here.

For readers: tell me in the comments if u like to read only about me green card fight (gcf) or anything bout me, my hometown and environment. Please it is important for me.
Thats all for today.

Yesterday was the first anniversary of the attack on Iraq. ;( Hate Politics and war.

2004-03-14T11:18:00.000-05:00

Since I forgot about Alexandra (i think u would remeber her), I had no one, of an opposite sex, as a friend. But now there's a girl. She is beauthiful. She went to the same school as I did. I Remember her. I'm in love. I dont know what to do.
I'm listening only to theese song:
*Total f. Mase - If U want me
*Mariah Carey f. Krazie Bone - I still belive.
What are they about?? Dont ask.
Love is all I need now. I need a 'nother soul next to me.

If, U only could, U will see now a new template of my blog. It's a little bit warmer than earlier.
For those who want to read me, and stay a while. It's better that that black/white. Blah

About my Green Card Lottery. I send my n-mail (normal mail:P) to Kentucky.
Now I need some luck at the end of october:D:D:D:D

Hey people comment me:D

Bye Marta.

2004-03-09T09:29:00.000-05:00

I ain't listening to those sad words anymore.
I dont care, I learn to laught
He knows the places - naive and beuthiful
An old man, that is playing with kites

Say do You know here, do You miss her like me?
Do You know why You feel sad againg?
Count to three and think what U want
Count to five, it aint a dream anymore...

Can You go with me today somwhere?
Saying nothing, just to be.
Come over and sit with me, I'm also sad.
Let's cry together, until we laught.
.................................................................
Translated from Polish.

When I hear it, I feel sadness

song 4 today:
Futro
Spacer po milosc
Where is the love

2004-02-29T15:07:00.000-05:00

Have U ever had this feeling, that your life is changing while you hear a song?
Have U ever heard a song which changed your life?

As for me - YES!

The song is Called "Marzenia" (dreams) from DKA. It's a Polish rap artist (HIPHOP sorry), which is living in OHIO. He signs that he is so lonely in US. All his feeling and what is wrong with this world. If I have some time I'm going to translate it into English. Maybe You'll feel that too.

Yesterday I saw a program in my TV, it;s called "The Green Card", and they show people who got the green card and live in the Us (all in Chicago). You can watch it. It;s on Polonia TV, if U have a satellite dish go and look (subtitles are in english).

I want to have tha Green paper. How long should I wait?!

song 4 today:
Dka
Marzenia

2004-02-26T14:00:00.000-05:00

Kevin told me something to write about. Ok but it's going to be a long post.

The problem that i have.
I need to have the green car (diversity visa or something). Yeah. Easy to say. There is a lottery to win that visa. The lottery is only once a year. There are only 50.000 visas for the (almost) whole world. What are my chances??? 1/50000 :D

Next problem is: I gotta finish my studies. Now Im studying Tourism i Soppot (Poland). It's a private school where I need to pay for my knowledge (in public schools the classes are free, no $$ needed). This is where do I study: College of Physical Education and Tourism. I dont know, that if i end this college down in here, will my diploma be valid in US?
Until I end my studies, I aint commin to US.

Other problem is money. I need some money for: Airplane Tickets, Accomodation, other. As far as you know (I hope) Polish people are poor. we earn about 2,500 pln (1$=3,50pln), and u can see, it's to hard to live and work here. Thats why i got to work in germany, Italy and other west-european countries. And as far as u know (hope I:)) it is'nt legal.

What Am I going to do in NY??
1) I love this city (difference of cultures, it's big and such)
2) I'd like to develop, but in Poland i got no chances to work after my College (damn huh?)

Please write me what do you like to read about (me, my hometown, my country, anything)
And thank you for your comments. Please tell your i-friend (real friends too:D) 'bout my fight against the distance between Gdy-NY.

2004-02-25T14:14:00.000-05:00

A new post. A I dont know what to write. Maybe: What Am I doing to get my greencard??
I dont do nothing.
I'm a watcher.
I'm watching TV, read some Reuters.
And what do I right? Nothing.

Two or three weeks ago, our president. Mr. A.Kwasniewski was in the USA.
They were talking about no visa limit to the USA. But the Visa's are still there. What went wrong??
I dont know (or maybe i dont want to).
Only thing that he did is no $100 fine for visiting the embassy. sounds lovely. But there are still 60% that cant go out the Poland with a visa and 50% that are stopped on the US Airports.

And what for is our great help for US.Army in Iraq?
Why are we the greatest friends of USA (I mean we=Poland)?
Why do they Germans and Frenches have no visas??
What for is the European Union for???
and last but not least:
When will i place my foot on JFK Airport???

Anyone wanna explain!?

song 4 today:
R.Kelly
Ignition

2004-02-12T11:31:00.000-05:00

Yeah!!! My first comment. Thanx SOUL_OF_DEVIL. I apreciate that.

SOUL_OF_DEVIL told me to write something about me. Ummm.

I'm a 20 y.o. male.
I live in Poland
I hate my goverment
I am single
I love to hear music
I am a DJ
I dont want to stay here for the rest of my life
I am alone on this world
I love pizza
I have my lifeline blog up in HERE but only in Polish
I dont know what to write.

Recently I've done some cleaning in my photo album. On many of pictures were my ex-girlfriend. Than I've watched the VHS cassete from my Prom (BTW: I've got to have a DVD from the prom). And there she was too.

I WANT HER BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I gotta get up after my Gre@t depression

song 4 today:
DMX
Slippin'

2004-02-09T12:41:00.000-05:00

I found something interesting at the reuters.com

Some days ago, on my second (or maybe the first:D) blog. I mean the Polish one, I started a discussion about my leaving Poland for US. A man called 3Xb told me something:

ski czy wierz ze przez ostatnie 2 lata w usa przybylo 3 mil. bezrobotnych, a po drugie tam nie jest za mietowo, kumpel tam jest od 3 lat pracuje i uczy sie i mowi ze jak tylko szkonczy szkole to wraca (wrucilby juz ale szkoda mu kasy wladowanej w uniwerek)

Yes I know. Near no of you can read this, spell or understand. I'm here to translate.
FYI: ski is me

ski do you know that for lat 2 years the usa became about 3.000.000 people with unemployement? and the whole USA is so shity, my friend been working there for 3 years, and says now that the only reason for staying there is his school, he would come back to PL, but he misses the whole cash for the university

My discussion with him is now about the unemplyement. 3.000.000 ppl from 275.000.000 is about 1,4%
FYI: In Poland there are about 40.000.000 ppl, and in the last 2 years were 3.000.000 ppl more with unemployement.
What % is that????

And what about this:

this reuters.com article

song 4 today:
The Horrorist
One NIght in New York City
(Pascal F.E.O.S. Remix)

2004-02-08T16:08:00.000-05:00

Uhhh. I spent my whole day long, doing nothing. Thinking - how should I get there. And when. When will be that moment, that i go to Warszawa (Warsaw - the capitol of Poland) and recive my Green Card. When i pack ma lugage (bagage?!), buy some tickcets. Say bye to all of my friends drinking the last beer with them, and GO.

I got some plans. First i need to get to Warsaw (plane?? car??) then, by plane, to London (UK), and from London directly to The Kennedy Airport in New York.

My list of thing to take with me:
-diskman (some cd's an batteries)
-2 beers (in fact that there are no Polish beer's in the plane)
-photo album (to watch the pictures of my friend (girl))
-something to write some stuph on.

Of course except some money, documents, and clothes.
Tell me what do I need to start there?!

song 4 today:
Telepopmusic - Breathe
(Markus Schulz Remix)

2004-02-07T13:54:00.000-05:00

The engine of this weblog is so complicated, and I dont know how to do things here. The Polish blog service is much easier. I dont know why? Maybe my English is so bad. But in some days I will learn how to behave with this things.
Bye

song 4 today:
Paul van Dyke
Binary Finary

2004-02-06T11:35:00.000-05:00

It's done. I've done it. I got my blog in the whole worldwide online city. (or maybe village???). What should I write for my readers???

Hi !!
My name is Carl. I live in Poland.
I'm 20 years old. I'm trying to be a DJ. I love music.

The reason for making this site, is my battle for having the green card.
To enter the bordes of The United States of America.

I'll hope you'll be with me, and fight against everything, to catch my dreams.

song 4 today:
Frank Sinatra
New York, New York